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Tum hi aana

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Tumhare bina ye baadal bhi saabun ki jhaag ki tarha lagte hain... aasmaan ka neelapan bhi na jane kahaan kho gya hai...  🎶 Meri neendon ko chhu kar tum jo sapne yu sajaate ho In aankhon ke kinaaron se ye aansu kyo hataate ho. Wafaa se puchh lo jakar bina waade tujhe chaaha. Bahot aayi gyi yaadein magar is baar tumhi aana.🎶 Ye sunte sunte baadlon ko keh rahi hoon ki itna sannaata aaj kyo hai... tumhari hasi kyo nhi goonj rahi, kyo aankhon ko tumhare chehre ka intezaar hai... tumhari awaaz ka intezaar hai.tumhara intezaar hai... 🎶 Tere jane ka gam, aur na aane ka gam, Phir zamaane ka gam kya karein? Raah dekhe nazar, raat bhar jaag kar Par teri toh khabar na mile.🎶 Ab barish ka mausam bhi nhi par dekho bewaqt ki barish bhi tumhari yaadon jaisi hi hain... itni umas hai is tadap ki... ki aankhon ka barasna bhi jaise zaruri ho gya hai. Judaa log hote hain... dil toh kabhi judaa nhi hote. 🎶 Bahot aayi gyi yaadein,  magar is baar tumhi aana. Iraade phir se jaane ke nhi laana...  tumhi aa

On the brink of being vulnerable...

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How slow we made it...to this. Slowly hearing out our hearts, our sore wounds that would always ache like hell. We comforted each other only to leave back our skins that no longer served us.  Do you really think we have to be this vulnerable? I get scared at the mention of it. May be I dont know how to or may be my walls are so thick that I cannot break them.  Each day I have cemented one more layer over them. Now it seems more like a grave enclosing me in, than my fortress. Do you think this is needed? The last wall to be thrashed to feel what vulnerability is?  I get scared that my armour would be destroyed, hurting me more... exposing me to something I might not be able to protect myself from. But some days.... I want to break down...show the real me to you and tell you yes it hurts to miss you... to love you because I can live, knowing that it's safe to love you from a distance than to find myself crumbling under your stare....than to say that it's all a